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[mood: just fine, tired and a little pissed off ]
[thoughts: my last final exam tomorrow]
[music: Not To Be - TSZX]
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   Yeah, you read it right. I'm tired and I'm a little pissed off. I've just come home from school and I really hate this one classmate of mine. Why in the world are there people like her? You know, one of the things I don't like the most in other people is them being irresponsible. Not that I'm too perfect or anything. I mean, sometimes I get a little irresponsible too but when it's too much, it really gets on my nerves. The hell I care if they don't do things they're supposed to do coz' in the first place, I won't get affected by it BUT when there's a group project, I expect everyone to at least be mature enough and be responsible as nursing students to cooperate for us to be able to pass the project on time. This classmate of mine didn't do what she was supposed to do and on the day of submission, she approached me (since I was the leader) and asked me what she will do regarding the project. I was like "Hey, it's the deadline today and you haven't done anything yet?". The worse thing is that she acts as if she wasn't at fault that she wasn't able to cooperate in making the project and I think her thinking goes something like "You're the leader, you didn't tell me what to do.". HELLO? I've already told every member since day one and in the first place, shouldn't she be the one to approach me since it's the grade we're talking about here and she should at least have a mind of her own? Doesn't she care about the grades? Oh well, does a student who cuts class almost everyday to sneak and go somewhere unimportant look like a student who cares about her grades? I should have known earlier. It's a good thing I did enough research work so she can still be included. The thing is, why in the world is she acting as if I was to blame when it is ENTIRELY her fault? She hadn't even contributed a single penny for the printing of the project and yet she acts as if she's the one who's pitiful here. Geez, I hate losers like her. Losers who have prides as high as Mount Everest. It would have been better if she just apologized but knowing her for more than a year, I'm fully aware that she's not the type who apologizes for her wrongdoings. I doubt if she even knows it's her fault. Aigoo, for crying out loud.

   Okaaaaayyyyyyy.....at least I got that out of my chest now. I feel like I'm going to burst. Oh, before I forget, the reason I'm here is to greet our May celebrants a happy birthday. Geez, don't I sound a little less enthusiastic? Well, I'm feeling a little down today for a lot of reasons: the loser mentioned above, a problem between two of my friends, and schoolwork. Anywayz, let's great our May celebrants Park Hee-bon (MILK), Joo Ji-hoon, and Hisato and Yusuke Izaki (Flame) a happy birthday!!!!!

HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY HEEBONNIE!!!!! (MAY 11)


HAPPY 25TH BIRTHDAY JIHOON OPPA!!!!! (MAY16)

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[mood: happy coz' the internet's fixed already. a little tired from schoolwork]
[thoughts: the fanfics i'm planning to read on soompi]
[music: You First Believed - Hoku]
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   Wow. I can't believe i haven't updated for a long time. You know, I've been really busy with everything that I didn't have time to post something. Although I always post in forums like soompi and cassiopeiasg, I didn't have too much time to post something here even though i wanted to. School's killing me and it's a good thing that right now, summer class is just starting. I mean, I still have time to do online stuff since I'm not that busy yet (although I already have two exams due over the weekend). The sembreak didn't gave me the liberty of updating either since the internet connection just won't work and it just got fixed right after the sembreak. Geez, what timing.

   Another thing I feel sorry for is the fact that I've posted the Birthday Corner but I didn't greet people on their birthdays. Right now, I felt that greeting people on the day of his or her birthday is just too tiresome since I have to be online all the time. So I came up with this. I'll be posting monthly birthday greetings in the middle of the month. Monthly, coz' I'll just be greeting all people who'll spend their birthday in that month. That would be better, right?

   Now, let's get on with the greetings. April's celebrity birthday celebrants are: Eun Hyuk (Super Junior), Si Won (Super Junior) and Seung Jae (Battle). Saeng-il chuk ha hamnida!!!

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY HYUKKIE!!! (APRIL 4)

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY SIWON!!! (APRIL 7)

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY RYU!!!!! (APRIL 18)

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[mood: happy! The basketball game finals is happening right now!]
[thoughts: my team. I hope they'll win]
[music: Space Sonic - Ellegarden]

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   Weee! Lol, I sound like a bee. Anywayz, the basketball game I've been waiting for so long is happening right now! I hope my team wins. Anywayz, I found this survey which is in fact related to Valentine's Day so I answered it. I couldn't really wait until Feb 14 so I did it. Check it out!

1.) Single, Taken, or Crushin?
> single and crushin :)
 
2) Are you happy with where you are?
> i'm pretty much okay with it. but in my next life (if there is) i wanna be korean

3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
> hey, in the first place how would i know if he's the right one? see? love is just so complicated it cannot be foretold by horoscopes, love calculators, palmistry, numerology, etc. and it doesn't really manifest itself on blind dates, chatrooms, lova paloozas, etc.

4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
> wahaha, are you kidding? who hasn't? hearts are the most fragile things in the world

5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
> cheating for me has never been ok. i'm trying my very best not to cheat coz' i don't want to be cheated upon and I think people should too. besides who would want to be fooled?

6.) Would you ever take back a cheater?
> i'll let God take over with that

7) Have you talked about marriage with another person?
> yes. i talk to them about how i don't wanna get married! haha!

8) Do you want children?
> depends. if yoochunnie will be my wife, then i want children. someone should continue our bloodline :p

9) How many?
> the problem here is yoochunnie doesn't want children. or at least that's what i read

10) Would you consider adoption?
> why not? it doesn't matter that much to me if the child is out of my own flesh and blood or not. what matters is the love that binds us together :)

11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to let you know?
> i really don't know. i've had experiences like these before and what happens is that i don't really know if someone likes me unless they say it to my face. i don't really get subtle hints coz' i don't give meaning to sweet actions since i think it's just friendly acts. but the dilemma is if he indeed says it to me, i wouldn't know how to act. i'm totally clueless

12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get?
> i don't think enjoyment should be the case here. it's just okay for girls like me to be hard to get coz' you'll never know who you'll end up with if you're too easy

13) Do you believe love at first sight exists?
> not until i experience it myself. so far i haven't

14)Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
> of course!

15) Do you believe that you can change someone?
> yes. i've done that before but sadly it didn't end well. he changed back again and for the worse

16) If u could get married anywhere where would it be (money's not an option)?
> maybe at jeju island since it's in korea and i'm gonna marry a korean guy *coughMickycough* just kidding!

17) Do you have feelings for someone right now?
> i think so but it's not that serious

18) Have you ever wished you could've had someone but you couldn't?
> i admit yes. that time, it  just felt so right and i feel that if it weren't for those "inevitable" changes, we could've been together. until now

19) Have you ever broken a heart?
> as much as i didn't wanted to, i did. i had to

20) Would you ever fight somebody over your significant other?
> come again? <-- lol! i don't really understand the question
 
21) Is there anything you want to say to your ex/s?
> i hope you're happy now. coz' i am…:)

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[mood: happy. Everything's going right!]
[thoughts: the basketball game I'll watch later]
[music: Space Boy - Rocket Diary]

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   I'm back! Finally after a long hiatus (it's not really that long but I consider it long enough) I'm free! No more exams! I do have a long quiz next meeting but that's okay. Hellweek is over! It's actually intramurals right now at the university. And I've just returned from our Biochemistry field trip last Wednesday. It was really fun! We went to the lakes surrounding San Pablo, Laguna to collect water specimen and measure their temperature and pH. I couldn't quite remember their names but the lakes were really nice. The last itinerary for the trip was Bato Springs. I didn't actually swim but I did have a good time. The place was very beautiful. A real paradise. I swear you'll get really tired touring the whole place coz' it's big and it's elevated so there were so many stairs and beaten paths leading to many places. The cottages were also nice too. Most of them were two stories high and you can really get a good glimpse of the spring. There were also karaoke machines and my professor in Biochemistry even sang! Haha! But the one thing I really won't forget is the Ladies' Room. I know, you might be asking why in the world did I say that. Why? The Ladies' Room was magnificent! It's like a Ladies' Room for fairies! It was circular with many plants on the center and the cubicles line the circular pattern of it. Geez, I actually thought it was a garden! Haha!!!

   Wow! You wouldn't believe how thrilled I am with that field trip of ours. I guess it's just because in college you rarely have field trips since those are grade school/high school stuff. Haha! My friend's worse than me. He was actually shedding tears of joy while we were eating lunch at the cottage. He said he was just so happy and thrilled to be spending an outing with us. He's always the one who plans outings like these for our section but it never turns out well so he was actually on the brink of tears. Gah, I really have crazy friends :)

   Anywayz, I found this survey on someone else's blog so I answered it. i love answering surveys! Here it is:

PART 1: THE BIRTH
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Were you a planned baby?
> I've no idea. In the first place, isn't a little weird if I ask my parents about that?

Were you the first?
> yes

Who was present at your birth?
> other than my parents, I don't know

Were your parents married when you were born?
> yup

What is your birth date?
> August 17, 1988

PART 2: THE FAMILY
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Parents: married or divorced?
> married

If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest?
> oldest

Which parent do you get along with best?
> both. It's not like I could choose since they're both great parents.

What do you fight about with your parent(s)?
> I don't fight with them nowadays. But before, way back in high school, I used to be rebellious and I always talk back to them coz' kids gifted with the gift of reasoning can always think of some retort to every statement. And I'm one of those kids.

Do you have step-parents?
> none

PART 3: THE FRIENDS
______________________________

Do you have more than one best friend?
> yeah. I love being friends with everyone else but truthfully, I have 2 real bestfriends.

What do you like to do when you are together?
> talk, laugh, giggle, and do just anything we want no matter how crazy it is

Do you share the same interests?
> most of the times yes

Which friend can you tell everything to?
> mine

PART 4: YOUR PERSONALITY
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Do you have a low self esteem?
> it depends. sometimes I do but sometimes I don't. I guess it just depends on how people see me

Do you get depressed about things easily?
> not really. I'm an optimist :)

Do you consider yourself an extrovert (outgoing) or an introvert (reserved)?
> maybe a mix of the two. but these days, I'm getting more and more of an introvert. it just depends on who I'm with

Are you happy?
> most of the times yes

Do you live life to the fullest?
> I try to

PART 5: APPEARANCE
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Are you comfortable with the way you look?
> I'm okay with it but I'd like to improve on some aspects

Describe your hair?
> long, black, straight

How do you dress?
> simple. Anything I'm comfortable with. Mostly sporty ones.

Were you a strange child?
> I think I am…up to now

Do you have the same friends?
> same friends with whom?

Are you scared of growing old alone?
> nope

Do you want to get married?
> I don't think so… Well, at least that's what I think now

PART 8: THE OUTDOORS
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Do you prefer indoors or outdoors
> indoors

Favorite season?
> I love winter and autumn although there's none here in the Philippines so I guess I'll choose sunshine

Do you like walking in the rain?
> sleeping is my goal on rainy days. being soaked with it is not part of the goal

PART 9: FOOD
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Are you a vegetarian?
> nope but I eat veggies

What is your favorite food?
> I eat almost everything but I think I'm getting addicted to meat loaf nowadays

What is your favorite dessert?
> ice cream. I don't like eating sweets that much

PART 10: RELATIONSHIPS AND LOVE
____________________________________

Are you single or taken?
> single

If single, do you like someone?
> of course! life would be so boring if I don't like someone

If taken who is the lucky guy/girl?:
> not taken

Do you think love is the best feeling n the world?
> yes, unless it's unreciprocated

Do you believe in love at first sight?
> not until I experience it myself

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[mood: just okay, a little relieved coz' my exams are ending soon..]
[thoughts: my Physics exam tomorrow]
[music: Brand New Beat - BoA]
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   This is gonna be quick post since I still have some reviewing to do. I still have exams tomorrow. Physics. Gosh, Physics is definitely the most difficult subject for me this sem. Would you believe that I find Biochemistry and Anatomy easier than Physics? I don't know why but I don't really excel in anything related to computations. I get high grades. In fact, not that I'm bragging, but I'm one of the top students in class. But compared to my grades in other subjects, Physics and Algebra are really lower. I'm just not a Math wizard, I guess. Anywayz, this post is for Jun, one of the taggers in my blog and apparently one of my online friends :) Jun, here are the banners you could put in your profile. Sorry if it's a little too big but this is the best I can do. I guess you can adjust the size, if you don't mind. And sorry again if it's a little late. My hell week isn't over yet. To the other taggers, I really appreciate it when you visit and tag. Thanx! If you want to link me too and you need a button or a banner for linking, here they are. I'll be leaving now. Bye!

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[mood: a little sad...Wei-lun's dead....]
[thoughts: Wei-lun and the thought that she might be an angel now...]
[music: Timeless - Xiah Junsu & Jang Ri-in]
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   I feel a little sad today. I just read the news about the death of Wei-lun from bww2 and I was so shocked. At first, when I saw the title "Xu Wei-lun dies at 28", I was kinda thinking "Is this real? Is it the Xu Wei-lun that I know?". And I was right. It was her. The beautiful girl in "Love Storm". Would you imagine I was even thinking of putting her in the photo album collection I'm currently working on and then she's dead? All of a sudden? Gah, I was really so shocked. And I felt really sad. You know, even if I don't know her that much (I'm not much of a Taiwanese fan. I'm more of a Korean fan), I still do and in fact I think she's one of the most gorgeous faces in the Taiwanese screen. That's why I'm feeling a little sad. But on the brighter side, at least she's with God now. Who knows? She might be an angel in heaven right now. I hope she'll rest in peace. And I do hope her family, relatives, friends and loved ones heal faster and find peace with the fact that she's in heaven now.

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Taiwanese Actress Hsu Wei-lun Dies

Taiwanese actress Hsu Wei-Lun had a car crash yesterday on a national highway, and her condition showed no sign of improvement. Today at 17:09, her heartbeat stopped, and through 2 hours of emergency treatment, was pronounced dead at 19:37.

The doctor has stated that due to the edema in her brain showing no sign of improvement, she suffered a shock at 17:09. Emergency treatment was unsuccessful. Her remains will be sent back to Taipei at night.

She was 28 years old at time of death.

Credits: Yahoo! News Taiwan
Translation: ytlow@bww2

   Geez, the coincidences part sounds so eerie. Not that I believe in those kind of stuff but I did saw that in a picture of the car taken after the accident, in the passenger seat where apparently XWL had been sitting, Death Note is the title of the article she's probably reading. I didn't post it here. I was scared. Anywayz, may she rest in peace...  

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[mood: utterly confused and disturbed...]
[thoughts: DBSK and this very controversial article I've read]
[music: Come To Me - M.I.L.K.]
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   Okay, first things first. I DO NOT, I repeat, I DO NOT, completely believe in the whole article...yet. I was on the brink of believing it, had not a certain coforum member by the username of mz.carolyn cleared my thoughts a little by analyzing the situation in a different way. At first, my reaction was like O_O what the?! Is this really true? I didn't even know if I should hate SM, cry or worry about the boys. I was so shocked coz' I really can't imagine that things like these actually happen at SM, let alone the fact that the article I've read a while ago confirmed the numerous rumors I've been hearing from a lot of people within my 3 years of fangirling. What's really surprising, and annoying at the same time for me, was that the article, which was written by an H.O.T. fan, was very much detailed. I don't know what to say. I'm just totally speechless (although I've been blabbering all along the entry). Geez, it's even my midterms, I'm supposed to be studying, but I'm not. I'm so distracted by this article. I just feel so disturbed. I need to breath...

   *after breathing really hard* On the other hand, why should I feel so affected? I'm not even sure if it's true. You know, in Korea, you're not always 100% sure, especially with things you see on the internet. I'm not being a racist whatsoever but I honestly think Korea has the most extreme fans, well, with the exception of some. I was talking about opposite extremes. For example, if you're a Korean fan, it's either you are the obsessive type or the anti. Wait a sec. Why did that even entered my mind? It's totally irrelevant. Hmmm...well, not really. I was just thinking that maybe the article was another scheme by the antifans. And I do hope it is, so that there isn't even the faintest possibility for it to be true. Gah, I'm feeling so confused...

   Anywayz, to those who don't know what I'm talking about, just refer to this link: The Article. I actually didn't post it here on purpose coz' I DONT WANT to believe in this thing. It just hurts me more and more thinking about it, what more if it's really true? OMG! SHUT UP AYA! You shouldn't be so gullible, believing in almost everything you see online! Gah, am I really that stupid? I hope I'm not.

   Now it's settled. I wanted to vent out my feelings coz' I was feeling rather uptight and I couldn't even concentrate on what I was doing (I'm reviewing, remember?). At least, I've poured it all out. A sudden realization struck me by this incident. I just realized how much I really LOVE DBSK. It's almost the same feeling I had when I heard Yunho oppa was poisoned. And even with SuJu, BoA and the other SM stars, I felt so attached to them. Every fan must be feeling this. One thing remains for sure. Whatever happens, I WILL ALWAYS BE A LOYAL, SUPPORTIVE, CARING AND LOVING FAN, if not forever, as long as I'm here and as long as my heart remains young. I promise! Geez, does it sound so mushy? I can't help it. I'm really feeling sentimental. Now to end it all, I just felt the need to say this: SM stars fighting! SuJu fighting! BoA fighting! DBSK FIGHTING!!!!!!!

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[mood: a little panicky. Midterm week starts tomorrow]
[thoughts: my exams]
[music: Perhaps Love - Howl & J]
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   Alright. I shouldn't actually be in front of the PC since midterm week starts tomorrow and I should instead be in front of my notes. However, since it's the 21st of January year 2007, I'll take time to greet one member of the legendary Kgroup Shinhwa. Who is it? Of course it's Andy! Happy birthday oppa!!! Even though I've been a fan of Shinhwa for like 2 years or less (I wasn't that much of a kpop fan as compared now), Shinhwa is still one of my favorites. Happy birthday Andy oppa! May you have many more birthdays to come!!!!!

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HAPPY 26TH BIRTHDAY ANDY!!!!!

PROFILE:
Name: Andy 
Real Name: Lee Sun Ho
Profession: Singer, Actor
Date of Birth: January 21, 1981
Height: 176 cm
Weight: 62 kg
Religion:Christian
Blood Type: O
Education: Hankuk University of Foreign Studies
K-Pop Group: Rapper in Shinhwa
Talent Agency: Good Entertainment

TV SERIES:
Lovers In Prague (SBS, 2005) 
Banjun Drama (SBS, 2005)
Nonstop 4 (MBC, 2003)

CM:
Ivyclub Summer (2006)
Ivyclub Winter (2005)
Kyochon Chicken (2005)
Aloe Bar (2005)
Coca Cola (2005)
Ivyclub Summer (2004)
Oh! Gamja! (2004) 
Inter Crew (2003)
FRJ (2003)

Credits: Dramawiki
            Asian fanatics gallery

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Saeng-il chuk ha hamnida! 
Saeng-il chuk ha hamnida! 
Saeng-il chuk ha hamnida! 
Saeng-il chuk ha hamnida! 

*~*
[mood: a little tired but okay]
[thoughts: what happened at biochem class]
[music: Journey - Angela Zhang]
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   Okay. I feel a little tired today so this is gonna be a quick one. My biochem class stressed me out. Gah...well anyway, today is the 19th of January year 2007. Happy birthday to Angela Zhang!!! Lol, I don't think I sound too happy. I'm tired. I need some rest. Anywayz, may you have many more birthdays to come!!!

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HAPPY 25TH BIRTHDAY XIAO XI!!!!

PROFILE:
Name: Zhang Shao Han
English Name: Angela Zhang / Angela Chang
Nickname: Ang
Profession: Actress, Singer
Date of birth: 1982-Jan-19
Birthplace: Taiwan
Height: 158cm
Weight: 40kg
Star sign: Capricorn
Blood type: A

TV SHOWS:
Bump Off Lover (CTV/GTV, 2006)
When Dolphin Met Cat (CTS, 2005)
At Dolphin Bay (SETTV, 2003)
My MVP Valentine (2002)

MOVIES:
Love Message (2005)

RECOGNITIONS:
41st Golden Bell Award: Nominated for Best Actress (2006) for Bump Off Lover

TRIVIA:
Languages: Mandarin, Japanese, English

Credits: Dramawiki

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[mood: just okay. A little bored]
[thoughts: random stuff]
[music: Miracle - Super Junior]
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   Today is officially the 17th of January in the year 2007. That means that today is Super Junior's Kang In's birthday! Happy birthday oppa!!! I can't believe you're 22 now! You're actually 4 years older than me. Anywayz, happy birthday and may you have many more birthdays to come!!!

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HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY RACCOON!!!!